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Unresting Event

by Ben Kilbourne

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1.
I know you you are the one I opened my eyes on and behind you was the pines and their sky behind them was the light I'll leave with one night and within them no grief I will leave with them when they leave nothing can break it apart the death one gains at the start it like dust and feather travels for a moment or forever a moment or forever down the land down the land down the land down the land down the land down the land down the land down the land your eyes are on mine and mine are on the pines if you see any light it ain't mine I'll drop it one night I'll drop it when I leave I will leave with them when they leave nothing can break it apart the death one gains at the start it like dust and feather travels for a moment or forever a moment or forever down the land down the land down the land down the land down the land down the land down the land down the land
2.
Nighthawks 04:16
Nighthawks at dusk came with their two calls with one like light and the other like loss my sight held both neither one alone I could make one stay make one go there was a mark by no hand on that horizon door how did you get there? no memory no more back down the hills there was bone mire and husks blue dense and frailing in those thousand dusks but if there's one out there all the time he is a mirror through inheritance standing with the sun in the spinning winds in the spinning winds with the nighthawks calling loss and light that line was scratched there in painted steel above which suns echoed from each day behind me in a window of loss in a window of light and below was a rendering with a likeness of me before I could see but if there's one out there all the time he is a mirror through inheritance standing with the sun and he never left you he never left you with the nighthawks calling loss and light
3.
Soul Soul Soul Soul There's nothing in the wind but not no wind there's no light in the sun no light in the sun no light in the sun but not no sun no secrets in walls but walls in hearts and secrets in minds there's no meaning in words they crash like color no will in your soul no will in your soul no will in your soul but how could you know there's nothing in the wind nothing in the wind nothing in the wind nothing in the wind
4.
for the halfway winds and the homesick ride ride ride out after that burning red line for the unhappy folks and the heartbroke shine shine shine burn a circle around you in the night and for the desert as it cares for no one it seems to have fear as its heart give give give and maybe maybe it always did
5.
The Event 05:13
You stand out by the fence looking out past the field a treeline black and a turquoise sky what did I lose what did I leave I'm just trying to live a fire on the hill burned for two years straight and that whole time black eyes shined within all those that were closed smoke on the wind and you think you might know ash on the water and now you're sure and so you turn into that wind and you go and on the wind is god and god is fate every single day on the wind is god and god is will will you even try on the wind is god and god is truth please wind please stop
6.
spruce and fir in darkness and in night a small light shines somewhere far beyond and they wait and they wait so long and they wait and they wait almost for ever i didn't come looking for you raven sunlight ends in you and night you bring and in the world's dark you come and show where all my effort lies and none of it is any waste even in sorrowing eyes and above the river and above the road is the land of the lonesome wind with even the last of the living sharing something with the end i didn't come looking for you raven i'm not looking for you but here you are
7.
south of alton there was a blackened cross on the hill in the monsoon and john threw it out in the woods for the rest of them john threw it out maybe just for him the half century still apparent here the hollowed black trees all remind you where you were and how is it or is it connected to the black before south of alton a blackened cross south of our home you was all but lost john threw it out in the woods for the rest of them john threw it out maybe just for him raven wing swept down the wash below oil shale cliffs to house her first and her last soul remaining with her what hurt her and the fire still what she wanted is somewhere in this world john when you sang of your daughter owl flew over you didn't notice we all knew it was her and as the twilight faded and points of light flashed silent under scorpius and the triangle passed south of alton a blackened cross south of our home you was all but lost john threw it out in the woods for the rest of them john threw it out maybe just for him

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"This is music about a place. Not just a set of geographic coordinates, but something deeper, like the spirit of a place, its energy, and how that energy interacts with the people who inhabit or pass through it. It’s not a uniquely American concept, but it seems to come up in the Southwest more often than anywhere else, and that’s the emotional feel I get from Unresting Event, one of inhospitable desert mesa and vortices and random monsoons that cause flash floods that come and go briefly, washing away the sins of the land as it bakes once again under the hot sun.

Musically Unresting Event is basic, yet rich and deep. The emotional current runs right on the surface, and it runs deep; it’s the essence of the songs. It’s melancholy, but not without hope – nature isn’t out to get us, it simply moves the way it moves and we need to deal with it. Nature gives, nature takes. It was here before we arrived, it will be here after we’re gone. It’s not something to be upset over, but something to understand and accept and live with. And that’s the place where Tavaputs’ music comes from."

-Life In The Vinyl Lane

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released April 27, 2015

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